Matt was the music minister at the first Catholic Church I entered with a sliver in my heart ready to consider...just consider...Truth was alive within. Matt's music...his absolute love of the liturgy...it was contagious...and it was a huge part in me timidly, emotionally and intellectually taking the first steps towards coming home to the Catholic Church. The other day, I was driving down the road and I heard this song. Thousands of miles from where we used to call "home" and Matt was always greeting us at the front of the Church with engaging and holy music. I *knew* it was him, even before they announced it. You know that scene in That Thing You Do? Where everyone is screaming because they hear their song on the radio for the first time? Yeah? That was me! Except, this isn't my song. But, in a small way he is sort of *my* Matt...because, well, I've loved the way he pulled me into the Catholic liturgy from day one. And, I am forever grateful. And, I feel proud and excited and PUMPED every time I hear this song on the radio. And, I've been hearing it a couple of times a day!!! :) If you aren't yet acquainted with Matt Maher and his music, please go check him out http://mattmahermusic.com/
Dear Reader, I'm a Catholic Convert in love with my faith, working every day to connect my heart and actions. I look forward to meeting you and sharing in the twists and turns of this journey called life!
Monday, October 10, 2011
Monday Musings in My Muddled Mind
Or what should have been titled--"Very, very late Friday Quick Takes"
1. I wrote here about how I pray the Rosary--sometimes only to keep my mind off of ruminating over (much) less beautiful (and helpful) thoughts. When I'm feeling especially anxious (and, although that story had a happy ending, we have not been without new dramas to juggle) I play the Rosary on my ipod--hooked up to the BIG living room speakers--and have it as the background rhythm to my life. When my mind wanders, it lands right in the middle of another beautiful mystery regarding the life of our Savior. This is also the CD my children love to listen to as they fall asleep. They love the thought that their guardian angels finish the prayers if they happen to fall asleep before finishing. So do I. I also count on my guardian angel to continue praying if I am praying along with the CD while I'm also doing dishes, folding laundry and walking the dogs.
2. Will I ever stop calling them CD's? I haven't bought a new CD in a very, very long time. But, MP3 just feels...cold?
3. At least I've stopped calling them "tapes."
4. I'm thinking so much about forgiveness. I'm working through forgiveness in a situation where I was very wronged by someone. A confidence betrayed. Really devastating actions taken that do not make sense to me and have had a direct impact on my life. And my family's life. Right now the best I've come up with is handing it to God. And avoiding the person. Completely. I really have nothing to say to them. But, is that because my heart is cold? Or wise? Will you please share your stories of forgiveness with me? It would really be helpful for me as I pray to move forward and beyond this hurt.
5. I really like our new parish. It is a military parish. It is funny how what I once thought could never feel like a church home to me (ANY military parish), is now where I feel most comfortable. Interesting.
6. We are homeschooling again--I'm not sure if I told you all that yet or not? So far we've been pretty "structured"/"school at home", mostly for my peace of mind and for record keeping sake. But, my unschooly, eclectic self is feeling a little restless. And my kids are complaining of a bit a boredom. It may be time to inject some Charolotte Mason and a little more strewing (and few less worksheets and online assignments).
7. I need recipes. Lots and lots of recipes. Any ideas on setting up a recipe exchange here? Or do you know of a good one somewhere else. I'm craving Fall foods, but it is still 80 degrees where I live. It will still be 80 degrees at Christmas. I need Fall foods that won't make us TOO full, you know? We don't, sadly, get to hibernate much here.
Well...that was basically Friday Quick Takes, but a few days late. Still, I figure if I keep writing...even the randomness...it will become habit again. And, our conversations can continue dear friends. Thanks for coming by. And I hope you'll respond with suggestions in the comment box. Or email me.
Visit Jen's blog for people who write their Friday Quick Takes on time ;)
1. I wrote here about how I pray the Rosary--sometimes only to keep my mind off of ruminating over (much) less beautiful (and helpful) thoughts. When I'm feeling especially anxious (and, although that story had a happy ending, we have not been without new dramas to juggle) I play the Rosary on my ipod--hooked up to the BIG living room speakers--and have it as the background rhythm to my life. When my mind wanders, it lands right in the middle of another beautiful mystery regarding the life of our Savior. This is also the CD my children love to listen to as they fall asleep. They love the thought that their guardian angels finish the prayers if they happen to fall asleep before finishing. So do I. I also count on my guardian angel to continue praying if I am praying along with the CD while I'm also doing dishes, folding laundry and walking the dogs.
2. Will I ever stop calling them CD's? I haven't bought a new CD in a very, very long time. But, MP3 just feels...cold?
3. At least I've stopped calling them "tapes."
4. I'm thinking so much about forgiveness. I'm working through forgiveness in a situation where I was very wronged by someone. A confidence betrayed. Really devastating actions taken that do not make sense to me and have had a direct impact on my life. And my family's life. Right now the best I've come up with is handing it to God. And avoiding the person. Completely. I really have nothing to say to them. But, is that because my heart is cold? Or wise? Will you please share your stories of forgiveness with me? It would really be helpful for me as I pray to move forward and beyond this hurt.
5. I really like our new parish. It is a military parish. It is funny how what I once thought could never feel like a church home to me (ANY military parish), is now where I feel most comfortable. Interesting.
6. We are homeschooling again--I'm not sure if I told you all that yet or not? So far we've been pretty "structured"/"school at home", mostly for my peace of mind and for record keeping sake. But, my unschooly, eclectic self is feeling a little restless. And my kids are complaining of a bit a boredom. It may be time to inject some Charolotte Mason and a little more strewing (and few less worksheets and online assignments).
7. I need recipes. Lots and lots of recipes. Any ideas on setting up a recipe exchange here? Or do you know of a good one somewhere else. I'm craving Fall foods, but it is still 80 degrees where I live. It will still be 80 degrees at Christmas. I need Fall foods that won't make us TOO full, you know? We don't, sadly, get to hibernate much here.
Well...that was basically Friday Quick Takes, but a few days late. Still, I figure if I keep writing...even the randomness...it will become habit again. And, our conversations can continue dear friends. Thanks for coming by. And I hope you'll respond with suggestions in the comment box. Or email me.
Visit Jen's blog for people who write their Friday Quick Takes on time ;)
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